On Sunday morning I woke up early and headed out at 9 to hit the farmers market early. A good haul and then a trip to 1 oz for my Gibraltar. I finally got some me time. It’s weird. I feel like both Agam and Tara are going out and spending time with their cohorts. And here I am stuck at home. Either working or doing chores.

I spend most of my time with the same set of people day in and day out. And I am not taking the time out to do all the things I like doing.

All is not gloom and doom. Its just that don’t see this ending anytime soon. And I am getting concerned about it. And myself.

The soundtrack of Modern Love peps me up. Short lived high. Here comes the real high – a hug from Tara! Silly girl got an owie today and gave us a pink eye scare. She warms my heart like nothing can. Today we both rocked in our hammock together for a while after work. I wanted to tell her how I miss my old life. But then my old life did not have room for a hammock time with my Tara. So confusing!

Wrapped up my night calls and looked out the window. There it was – driving me nuts – looney moon and it’s glow!

The moon shines calmly /
reminding me of days I /
soaked in your warm glance