wine and wins and whines

I was so happy /
Planting the roses for you /
While you just counted thorns.

Disheartened and dejected. I usually don’t need positive encouragement. But when you finish something this big, you wait for at least one phrase or a word or something. But there was nothing. No mention, no acknowledgement. Just more questioning of my intentions and my actions.. It’s happened before so I was not surprised. But I didn’t have the energy to continue my day after that. It was better to just log off and disconnect. So I did.

Luckily we had Mindy coming home in the evening, and she turned my day around. It was good to see her after so long. And she made me so happy with a long due and quiet as always, haircut 🙂

I am disappointed in myself because I expected. I don’t need anyone to tell me it was a job well done. I know it was. And I am proud of it. I will get there one day. Just that I don’t want to become a stone getting there.

I need some wine to kick off this weekend!

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